the following is a list of memorable things that happened this week; good and bad in no particular order...
i got a txt from dude i blogged about in What Freedom Feels Like on Thursday saying, "how r u? i hope ur having a good day" @4:19pm...it's now Friday @ 7:12pm and i still haven't responded...let freedom ring! *giggle*
i was having an emotional meltdown and reached out to my cousin and my male bestie of 25yrs and they both talked me off the ledge in their respective ways.
said male bestie was so amazing in his support and follow up that he moved me to tears.
i actually took some time out for myself by ignoring calls, sleeping in, and leaving work early.
i like my current interest more than i probably should and it's driving me crazy.
if my mood swings don't calm down, i'm seriously thinking of seeing my dr about getting on something
i have rope burn for how tight i'm holding onto the knot in the rope
love is an elusive and deceptive emotion
i've never felt more emotionally drained than i do right now
if saying, "eff it all!" was an option, i think i'd take it
reggae is some good ass music
no one believes i'm almost 41; i've been hearing i look 26 for the past couple weeks
i finally lost almost 10lbs without even really trying, but when i try, it never happens
i finally got my cover up tattoo and i love it...pix forthcoming
reality sucks; fantasy never disappoints
potential is only good when it reaches manifestation; why can't folk just wo/man up?
i need to start going back to the firing range
why can't i have things MY way just ONCE?
after the week i've had, i can kinda understand why people drink to excess to escape
i've seen emotional fraud manifest itself and let me tell you, it's a fuggin horrible thing for the one who was deceived
eff it! i'm out...